15 days straight and I gained a pound! Oh yea, I was really ready to quit...what the heck!?! Talk about mad! I start to tell everyone I know what a joke this whole thing is...I mean, really??, I go to the gym, kill myself for an hour...everyday for 15 days, and I gain weight! This is just wrong!
I left my WW meeting on Tuesday thinking that I was going to go home that night, eat a big dinner (of whatever I wanted!), relax and not even think about going to the gym! I have been so behind on all my evening tv watching, and forcing myself to go to the gym...even if it's 10 p.m.! I was almost relieved to think that I could just stop stressing and not even bother anymore. I could just go back to going to the gym once a week...maybe, if I had time and nothing to watch on tv. After all, if the results were the same as before I started this gym thing, then why bother...right?
Of course, by the time I got home, I realized that I really wasn't being honest and that what I was really doing was looking for yet another excuse to QUIT! I went to the gym that night...
While I was being honest, I went ahead and admitted that I have NOT been very good at counting points and keeping up with what I have been eating...ok, ok, I fell into that "well, I'm working out like a mad women so surely I can eat whatever I want" thing. Didn't even realize I was doing it! Wow, the mind can be very tricky...lol.
I felt much better after my workout that night, and after talking it all out with Debbie! I decided that that would be the end of my pity party...and that this commitment is only worth the effort if I am making all the necessary changes in my lifestyle...working out is not enough :(.
To answer my own question...Quitting is NOT an option!
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