I felt so good about my decision to extend my commitment another month...yesterday! Today, not so much :(...maybe it's because I now realize that it will be almost impossible to go every single day with our one car situation. I won't always have a ride on nights that Angel works (can't depend on Debbie this month because she's back in school and has a bizzillion jobs and I don't know how she goes to the gym at all!). Maybe it's because my wonderful husband put me in a very bad mood this morning. OR maybe it's because I saw a picture of myself last night that made me wonder WTH I am even going to the gym for...yuck! Yea, that's probably what it is...I hate myself in pictures!
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| FAT FACE! |
A whole month later and I still see no change in my fat face! My clothes are big on me, my feet and hands have even lost weight. What is the deal with my fat face!?! OMG, what if I get skinny and still have a FAT FACE! Wait a tic...maybe I need to re-think this! Just kidding...I was just trying to find an excuse to go get a donut from the office kitchen ;-\. (Donut Fridays are hard!)
Is it enough to say that I will go every day possible?? Maybe I can commit to doing some other form of excercise on the days that I can't make it to the gym...that is totally doable. BUT that would be a whole new commitment! Uggggh...this is just crazy talk! I am not ready for that kind of commitment...NO, I don't care what you say, I am NOT ready!
Ohmmmmm. I will just take it one day at a time...for today.
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