The other day (and by that I mean two weeks ago) I was asking myself why in the world my one 'bad day' keeps turning into another and another. Everyone is allowed a 'bad day' right? Yes, that includes me! So, I didn't feel bad the first day...or three. Plus, everyone says, just let yourself have a bad day, then get right back on track the next day...HA! Liars!
I really did have an excuse for every day of the week. However, in the interest of keeping up with my "Commitment" issues, I decided to dig deeper. Then it hit me...I really am good at this game...OK, I'm not as good as I used to be :(. I can call myself out...so, I did.
My daughter left the country for 8 months...I'm allowed to be depressed! I had a birthday (I love my birthday!)...I'm allowed to party and enjoy being young and carefree, even if I like to stretch my birthday celebration out over a few weeks :). My van (and only vehicle) is having 'issues' right now and it's just not safe to drive to the gym...and so on, and so on! Point is...Shit Happens! Everyone knows this...
I know I haven't been to the gym in a week. I also know I was doing really good, I felt really good, my clothes is really big on me and people are really noticing (and telling me about it!). Ah-HA...SABOTAGE! :(
WHY!? Why can I not get past this point already! Dangit!
I will attempt to get back on track today...will I succeed? I am tired, stressed, busy...all that other stuff. But, I am going to the gym after work...I AM!
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